Letter #10

Dear God,

Well the last couple of days of been a whirlwind of emotions. I dont know how i'm supposed to feel. I have so much stress. I'm busy with highschool and then applying for colleges and SATs. Then i have a Principle who truely discriminates me because of my big boobs. I feel like i'm falling and nobody has my back. Free-Falling isnt how i wanna feel. I dont think its how anyone wants to feel.

Yada-yada
Heather

Letter #9

Dear God,

Please let me get into as many colleges as i can. Also thank you for the good food i received today :)

Stressfully,
Heather [Estudante]

Letter #8

Dear God,

You made me a women.I'm so thankful for everything you've given. But i'm tired of being punished for the way you created me. I didnt choose this body, i've accepted the one you gave me. I dont get people god, i really dont.

Sincerely,
Heather [woman]

Letter #7

Dear God,

I've been writing to u for 7 posts, that's a weeks worth. I still have no readers. Maybe i have no words of wisdom into writing to u. Maybe it's all just a bunch of BS. Thank you for music god, i love it so much. I'm still confused and scared about a lot of things. Just cause i have faith in you Doesn't mean i still cant be scared. I think a lot of people misjudge that, have faith in god why don't you? you cant be afraid! No, i have plenty of faith, lots of it. But I'm still allowed to be scared.

Loved,
Heather [Faithfully Afraid :)]

Letter #6

Dear God,

Everday feels like the first and it scares me. I'm so confused.



Sincerly,
Heather [Head In The Clouds]

Letter #5

Dear God,

Today is one of those days that bore u into insanity. You see the decisions that are being thrown at me. And though i know u don't approve of it, but that's the exact reason i know i want my tattoo. Everything that i encounter refers me back to Adam & Eve. That story sums up my life. Its the temptation, the innocence, Obedience- everything. That's why I'm getting the apple tattooed on me. Anyway, its hard for me; I'm leaving it up to you tho. I need to go out. This house is driving me crazy.

Uncertainly,
Heather [God's Gypsy]

Letter #4

Dear God,

Plans didn't work out for the game [as u saw] but i had a great time with my Last minute backup plan. Both JV and V lost but i had the most fun I've had in a while. Spirit week and Home Coming are in 2 weeks. I cant believe how fast life can past you by. My senior year, this is it. I am looking more into the Peace Corps. I can do Charity work which i know makes you proud. Even if i wasn't Christian, i think I'd still do it. I do Charity for me god,to be honest. I love helping, being a humanitarian is the best version of yourself you could be. Today i had crabs, when i die i hope i go to heaven.Cause i have questions about mosquito's!!! Hahaha thank you again God, for continually reminding me how great life can be.

Amen to that!
Heather [Hopeless-less :)]

Letter #3

Dear God,

Today was the average day. Momma said i can go to the Big game tomorrow.Of course she told me this morning and i have to dig for and make most out of little supplies. You see God, its a black out game. And i have to go in style. Today you would be proud of me. I stood up for my vow of abstinence. I keep standing up for it. Its hard, people ask me why and i simply say: For God. There is no other way i could explain it. Its just the way I've chosen to live. And that's for u. I know at times it doesn't seem like I'm trying but i really am god. That's the thing about u, i have to have faith that you understand and accept the way I'm living my life. Seeing isn't always believing, you taught me that- and sometimes its below the surfaces, deep in a heart where truth lies.


Always your little Girl,
Heather [Child of God]

Letter #2

Dear God,

Thank u for fate, i love how things "Just happen". Whether fate is apart of the love u give or if its the choices we make that lead us to fate, I'm really happy its apart of life itself. I don't like asking u for things, you've done so much already. But if you could, please let me understand and get interested in Beowulf! I'm trying my best this year God. You know how stubborn i can be and if i my hearts not in it, it falls to the sidelines. But hey at least you know you're not one of those things, you're the most important. I know I'm not always the perfect christian and I'm not religious anymore but i feel like you and me are on good terms, like we have an understanding; am i wrong? I hope not, i have faith that you and me are solid. If this is your way of "adjusting" things for all the bad in the last few years, then thank u. Its been a long time coming, and you know that

Fatefully & Faithfully,
Heather :)