Dear God,
Today was the average day. Momma said i can go to the Big game tomorrow.Of course she told me this morning and i have to dig for and make most out of little supplies. You see God, its a black out game. And i have to go in style. Today you would be proud of me. I stood up for my vow of abstinence. I keep standing up for it. Its hard, people ask me why and i simply say: For God. There is no other way i could explain it. Its just the way I've chosen to live. And that's for u. I know at times it doesn't seem like I'm trying but i really am god. That's the thing about u, i have to have faith that you understand and accept the way I'm living my life. Seeing isn't always believing, you taught me that- and sometimes its below the surfaces, deep in a heart where truth lies.
Always your little Girl,
Heather [Child of God]
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Letter #2
Dear God,
Thank u for fate, i love how things "Just happen". Whether fate is apart of the love u give or if its the choices we make that lead us to fate, I'm really happy its apart of life itself. I don't like asking u for things, you've done so much already. But if you could, please let me understand and get interested in Beowulf! I'm trying my best this year God. You know how stubborn i can be and if i my hearts not in it, it falls to the sidelines. But hey at least you know you're not one of those things, you're the most important. I know I'm not always the perfect christian and I'm not religious anymore but i feel like you and me are on good terms, like we have an understanding; am i wrong? I hope not, i have faith that you and me are solid. If this is your way of "adjusting" things for all the bad in the last few years, then thank u. Its been a long time coming, and you know that
Fatefully & Faithfully,
Heather :)
Thank u for fate, i love how things "Just happen". Whether fate is apart of the love u give or if its the choices we make that lead us to fate, I'm really happy its apart of life itself. I don't like asking u for things, you've done so much already. But if you could, please let me understand and get interested in Beowulf! I'm trying my best this year God. You know how stubborn i can be and if i my hearts not in it, it falls to the sidelines. But hey at least you know you're not one of those things, you're the most important. I know I'm not always the perfect christian and I'm not religious anymore but i feel like you and me are on good terms, like we have an understanding; am i wrong? I hope not, i have faith that you and me are solid. If this is your way of "adjusting" things for all the bad in the last few years, then thank u. Its been a long time coming, and you know that
Fatefully & Faithfully,
Heather :)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Letter #1
Dear God,
Its hard for me to be excited about something because i know how fast it can be taken away. I dont want to "jinx" things. But God, if its Fate, and Boy i hope its fate then please let it last. I know u have a plan and all, but i'd like it very much if he was apart of that plan. Just a suggestion. He makes me smile God
Sincerly,
Heather [the wishfull thinker]
Its hard for me to be excited about something because i know how fast it can be taken away. I dont want to "jinx" things. But God, if its Fate, and Boy i hope its fate then please let it last. I know u have a plan and all, but i'd like it very much if he was apart of that plan. Just a suggestion. He makes me smile God
Sincerly,
Heather [the wishfull thinker]
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